Self Evaluation



Before the start of this project, I hadn’t taken much time to think about what I wanted to do for my final major project. After a tutorial with Steve, I thought about what I enjoy photographing at the moment, leading me to the idea of still life product shots. The idea links with both my own beauty blog, and my dissertation theme of blogging affecting consumerism. I was able to find artists and photographers who look at the idea of consumerism in many different ways, such as Barbara Kruger and Lauren Greenfield. Finding a lot of research in an area I am passionate about helped me organise my ideas, and with help from tutors, create a final piece to aim towards. I want to create a video piece of myself talking about how I feel YouTube and blogging have effected consumerism today, as well as taking a number of still life cosmetic shots. I knew that I would be able to take a lot of my own experiences into this project and keep it personal, yet un-bias. I found creating the timetable of the upcoming module very helpful. I know that I can manage my time well if I stick to the plan. Even thought I originally struggled with creating an idea, I feel confident that I can achieve my aims and cerate the final piece I want.

Proposal

Precis
For my final major project I aim to produce a video or myself, talking about my views on how YouTube has affected the world. I want to focus on the beauty YouTube community, and how I am affected by what these videos talk about, and the people in them. I want to be able to talk openly about how I feel watching these videos and the and how it affects my consumerism. I also want to have a set of photographs along side this of still life/product pictures showing my own interest in the YouTube/blogging community, and how I would show the products myself.

Proposal
I have been an avid YouTube watcher for a few years and I have become a huge fan of the beauty ‘vlogging’ community that has built up.  I want to be able to create a video piece talking about my thoughts and experiences, and have others be able to relate. I want the piece to communicate the ideas of how YouTube has affected consumerism. I want to be able to communicate with both the girls in the age range, and others who may not totally understand the idea of YouTube as it is today.  I want to stay unbiased, and not just talk about the good things about YouTube, and why I enjoy watching so much. I want to be able to talk openly about how watching the videos affect my consumerism habits, and the idea that I fully trust what the bloggers are telling me, and feel I need everything they talk about. I feel it will be eye opening for me, and anyone who is in the same position as me as a fan. I feel that I will understand more about my admitted ‘obsession’ with YouTube and blogs at the end of this project.

I also want to explore still life photography to go along with this idea. I want to be able to create high quality product images, and try to create the images I see that draw me into buying the products in the first place. I want to explore both how I photograph my own blogging images now. At home with natural light and a more natural setting, and how that comes across to the reader compared to images taken in the studio with lighting and different set ups.

I want to use Lauren Greenfields work as a resource, in Kids + Money she shows kids who tell their stories in a series of interview-based “portraits,” about their relationship with money. Some talk about their love for shopping, talk about their ambitions to become rich and some talk about how money is not important to them. In some of the interviews, they talk about how kids are now being judged on their family’s wealth, rather than their race like previous generations.

I want my video piece to feel natural and laid back; I don’t want it to be too staged or structured. I want it to feel as if I was talking to a friend about my thoughts and opinions, and not me telling people how they should feel about the subject. My still images how ever will be staged, both with the images done at home and in the studio. I want a professional and clean look to my images, to draw in the viewer. My intended audience is mostly gallery based, but would seeing as this is a video based around YouTube; this would be a great place to display it. People who would be watching on the website, would be the people most understanding of the concept I am talking about.

I hope that during this project I will learn more and understand the whole area around the Internet and how it affects our spending habits and us. I want to be able to speak openly when I film the final video, about what I have learnt and realized about myself watching others videos each day. I want to be able to develop my still life photography skills, and improve how I work with products.

The support I need during this project is yet to be decided. I will need technical support with any new equipment, lighting and any still life aspects I do not already know. I may want to undertake some training in a medium or large format camera to evolve my skills. If this is successful I may want to use this for my project, and be able to show my development through the assignment.

At this stage I am not totally sure on the exact equipment I may need. As stated, I want to try to learn new skills to improve over all, but if this is unsuccessful I may need to stick the equipment I am used to, and know how to use at a high standard. Due to the fact I will not be shooting any of my project on location other than my own home, or the studios at university there will be no travel considerations that I already don’t take. I will not being needing to travel to another area to shoot my video, or stills.


The over all budget for this project will be small, with travel costs and the fact that no other person is involved means that costs should be small. The amount I need to spend will become more apparent with printing costs etc.

Timetable


One of the elements that needed to be completed for Advanced Research Strategies is a timetable for the 12-week duration. The timetable is meant to help us prepare for the different aspects of the project such as research, shoots as well as including free time. This way we can make the correct preparations for each part ahead of time, and planning how long each part may take in advance. This will allow me to keep track of my progress, and see what I have to complete on what day.

I added 4 different categories throughout the timetable;

Research – this would be adding to the research from this module. It would be connected with the days focused on blogging, and project development.

Blog – this would be focusing on catching up with my blog and making sure all my ideas, research, plans and development were documented here.

Skills– this would include any days I will take part in learning different skills such as a large format camera, or learning new editing skills both with still and film.

Project Development – this would be the days I am developing work I have already created, research I have found and any ideas I have. I want to be able to push myself, and my ideas to the best of my ability. This time would also allow me to think about the final show and how I want to display. Also time to print, mount and display work at the show when the time comes.

I have also added time for other projects such as Independent Research Project, both text and practice for my PowerPoint presentation. Also time to focus on Pro Frameworks. I want to be able to give myself time to do these things and not try to fit them in my spare time. I’ve also added the days I work part time, and tried to keep a good balance between free time and working days.



The final table shows all the different elements. I’ve tried to look at the time needed for each element and fit this in the time scale. I’ve also tried to make sure that my blog is the most used time, as this takes me the longest to collect all my research etc. together.

Ethics and Risk Assessment

During this project safety measures need to be taken to make sure there are no injuries. Because this project will be based around me, and my ideas, the main concern will be my safety in the area I will be shooting in. Personal safety and safety to the equipment around me is my main concern during this project. I will not have any participants in my project; I have no plans for models or anyone else to be involved. I will not need model release forms or any consent, unless I use part of another person’s video in my work. If I do use any work from another person, I will not use the video to deceive or change the video to something other than how the creator wanted it to. I will talk about a range of people I have found during my research in my final project video, and will make sure I will be respectful to them during the project.




Literature Review

Dr. Natasha Josefowitz. (2014). Consumed By Our Consumer Society. Available: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/dr-natasha-josefowitz/consumed-by-our-consumer-_b_6329190.html. Last accessed 8th Jan 2015.

In this article Dr. Natasha Josefowitz talks about the difference between needing, and wanting something. She talks about impulse buying, and how we don’t take any time to think about what we are buying, just that we want it. She says how buying something on impulse you want ‘triggers the pleasure centers of your brain’ and makes you feel happy. She brings up the point that sometimes ‘the lines are too often blurred between "need" and "want." And sometimes we forget what’s important, and go for the things we want instead of vital things we need. Being able to buy something without thought, at the time may make us feel happy, but afterwards may give us a sense of regret.

Jocelyn K. Glei. (2011). Is Consumerism Killing Our Creativity?. Available: http://99u.com/articles/6775/is-consumerism-killing-our-creativity. Last accessed 5th Jan 2015.

This article talks about how consumerism may affect are ability to be creative. She talks about how ‘As creatives, we can often rationalize spending time on shopping by telling ourselves that we’re investing our time, energy, and money in a new tool – an item that’s going to catapult our creativity to the next level.’ Something as simple as shopping, can cause us to be distracted, we can find ourselves looking online for useless objects rather than getting on with our own creative work. Jocelyn Glei talks about how ‘things keeping me from pushing my creative projects forward.’ She talks about how she feels about addiction to consumerism affecting her own work. She brings up the idea that if we have ‘less to work with, we have to be more creative’ which I find to be true. The less distractions around us, the more we could get done and be more creative.


Lauren Greenfield – Kids + Money.

Lauren Greenfield is an acclaimed documentary photographer/filmmaker, who is considered a leader for of youth culture, gender and consumerism. Kids + Money is short film that discusses with young people from many different Los Angeles communities about the role of money, and how it affects their lives. The teen girls and boys talk about money, about getting money, shopping, learning to live without it, and how they are shaped by the culture of consumerism. It shows how important money has become, not to just adults, but children. They want to spend, or save, or aim to get more, and I find this surprising. I would never have thought until seeing this, that money was such a bit thing in a child life. Maybe this is just in the LA area, and not in my own surroundings, but to think that kids are thinking these serious matters in their teenage years is shocking to me. I want to talk about my own relationship with spending; concentrating on how I feel encouraged buying things after watching YouTube videos.




Eds. Thomas Seeling, Urs Stahel (2005). The Ecstasy Of Things. Denmark: Steidl. 159-228.

This book collects photographs, which were unearthed from worldwide companies and agencies. The book is full of illustrations and annotations showing the emotional and symbolic content of how things were once represented. The book is a collection of design and a photographic history of the past century. I particularly liked the photographs of two models, one being Jayne Mansfield, and advertising Lufthansa luggage bags. This shows how in the 1950’s and 60’s, well known people and celebrities were used to advertise products. Without the use of the Internet, this would have been the way to attract new customers and increase consumerism. Other parts of the book, such as page 159 talk about how the body had become a more popular subject in the 20th century. Also how ‘cosmetics of all kinds, from lipstick to shavers, intended to beautify the outward appearance of the body’ were becoming more and more popular at the time. 


Martin Lindstrom (2011). Brandwashed. New York: Crown Business . 1-304

In this book, Martin Lindstrom turns the spotlight on his own industry. He talks about all that he has witnessed behind closed doors during his time at work, exposing for the first time the full extent of the tricks that companies devise to win our own money. He talks about how companies are ‘secretly mining our digital footprints to uncover some of the most intimate details of our private lives’ and they are then using the information they collect to target us with ‘perfectly tailored’ ads and offers. Some of the ‘tricks’ that Lindstrom talks about, most of us are aware of anyway. We know that companies know what we search for, and use this to their own advantage. It makes you feel less secure, and understand how companies can invade your privacy online. 

Sannah Kvist – All I Own


Sannah challenges young adults to pack the entirety of their possessions into one sculptural creation, and she then captures them in her images. The image starts to take shape by having the subject collect all of their furnishings and objects, and then pile them up into a sculpture. The individuals have total freedom to design the the pile of possessions they have.  All of the people who have been photographed were born in the 1980s. Sannah says this was the most important stipulation of the All I Own project, that they were around the same age as her. They would be likely to have the same type of possession, be in the same time in their lives that need certain things, something she shows in her images. These images show that people can cope with little possessions, these images don't show if the individual is happy, but they have learnt how to cope with the things they have.